So at 4am I wake Jeff up and I'm all, I'm NERVOUS. I'm ANXIOUS.
And he's all, can I sleep some more?
And then at 8 he is awake and he's all, now what was the problem?
And I'm all, I'm NERVOUS about quitting my JOB. What if it is the wrong thing to DO? What if I never get a job again and I disappear from the world entirely? If I become INVISIBLE?
And he's all, I think you should email your new part-time boss lady and talk about getting started.
And I'm all, noooooo! I don't want ACTION STEPS! I just want you to BE there for me while I talk about how I'm FEELING!
And he's all, but why don't you email her?
And I'm all, so you don't LOVE me?
And he's all, I don't see why you won't just email her.
And I'm all, I DID. At 5am after you wouldn't WAKE UP to TALK to me about my FEELINGS.
And he's all, umm, email her?
And I'm all, FINE! Now I have to worry about being UNEMPLOYED, being UNLOVED, and being STUPID. I'm taking a SHOWER.
And then he comes in to the bathroom and is all, you're doing a good job. It will all work out okay.
And I'm all exhaling and calming down and I'm all, thanks.
And then I drove him to work because he missed every bus there was telling me to email her, the end.